"Someone whose only reliable method of being killed involved indirect brain damage, needs a load of sleep every time they die?" He huffs, tilting his head against Jon's in a half-hearted shrug. "No correlation whatsoever, if you ask me."
"I didn't even have my powers at the time. Bloody inconvenient fluctuations." He nudges him slightly and makes a wordless sound of mock emotional exhaustion from Tim being 'tiresome'.
He breathes out and some of his fatigue, as well as the path of his thoughts, shows a moment later.as they loop around.
"I think you'll like him when you meet him. I'm- I am going to find him eventually."
"I'll just have to get used to the flirting," he says fondly. Because he knows the both of them will. Possibly even more extravagantly to make him fussy.
It's a lovely thought.
"I've never looked ahead before. And... wanted what was there. Never... saw a future. Just... goals I had to accomplish. Things I hadn't done. It's... weird."
"That one we can do," he says, lifting a hand to start running his fingers through Jon's hair again, "later. Future goals, in the good way. Something to look forward to."
Jon might as well be a puppet with his strings cut, the way he just closes his eyes and droops against Tim.
"Speaking of... goals," and it's clear he's having trouble focusing but in a nice, dreamy sort of way. The rubbing helps his head. "How are things with you and, um, Daniel? My Daniel."
Yes, technically he's got a claim on both of them, but Tim ought to know what he means.
There's a faint huff from Tim as he smiles, feeling his own face warm at the last memory of Daniel from Mayfair.
"He left me a flower when I was in the Infirmary, before everything," he admits softly, and there's an indescribable warmth to his tone. "And all his notes on it, that he took all through the time on Flotilla. Never did get to thank him properly for it."
"When you were in the-" that makes him pause and look up at Tim at that, his eyes focusing again as he ignores the nice things and of course set on the unpleasant.
"What were you doing in the infirmary? What happened?"
He tries to look cross, winces because his headache feels like he's been stabbed in the ear, but focuses again firmly.
"Tim, I spent the last few days of our voyage here dying every few hours. I didn't know which way was up, let alone anything else. So what am I missing?" And then, because he's annoyed he doesn't know, "And why aren't you just telling me?"
He pushes himself up a little so he can sit up a bit straighter, because this is suddenly not a cuddles conversation.
"Because I got killed, Jon." Might as well just come out with it. "Someone crept up on me in the spa and knocked me out. And I had enough people worrying about me when it happened a month ago."
But now he can turn it back on Jon, too: "Wait, you spent days dying?!"
The announcement of Tim's murder gets a response, a look on his face that matches and accompanies the feeling on the air that would make the air crackle on a tape recorder. But he presses his lips together and settles himself because he's not angry at Tim. He's angry at someone else, and he needs to deal with this conversation before he wobbles his way out the door to hunt down the offending party.
So. The question.
He swallows.
"I'm a corpse without... what I am, Tim. I died the same as you did in that explosion. So with the ship's power fluctuating and my power fluctuating... any time my powers disappeared, I fell over. Scared the living hell out of Trevor while I was trying to apologize to him, in fact."
It says a lot about where Tim and Jon are at now, that Tim manages not to flinch when those powers suddenly crackle like the barometric drop before a storm. But he doesn't quite relax until Jon settles into explaining.
"...shit." He knew Jon died, but he hadn't quite realise just how thoroughly he meant it. It was easy to take for granted and ignore when Jon was still up and about.
He rolls his eyes at the insistence, but still. Fair's fair.
"Like I said, someone snuck up on me and smacked me in the head, hard enough that I went straight down. I don't..." He frowns faintly, trying to comb his memory, but the images were already smeared and faint on the day they happened. "I... think I saw someone, but I don't know who, just out of the corner of my eye. They held my head down while- um." He clicks his tongue quietly. "While they knocked me out properly."
Well, it's certainly true, but it has the particularly unsubtle ring of omitted information. Even Jon doesn't need powers to notice that.
"I woke up in the infirmary, I know that much. Apparently because of the power fritzing I didn't get automatically brought back, the others found me the next morning."
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"I'm probably going to fall asleep on you as it is."
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"I wouldn't say I'm opposed to a nap, honestly," he says warmly. "God knows I've missed out on so much beauty sleep."
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"I always sleep an ungodly amount while tolling."
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He breathes out and some of his fatigue, as well as the path of his thoughts, shows a moment later.as they loop around.
"I think you'll like him when you meet him. I'm- I am going to find him eventually."
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"Looking forward to it. I'll help you with that too, obviously."
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It's a lovely thought.
"I've never looked ahead before. And... wanted what was there. Never... saw a future. Just... goals I had to accomplish. Things I hadn't done. It's... weird."
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"Welcome to a regular adulthood, I suppose," Tim hums wryly.
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"Next, I'll have to give up avocado toast."
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A pause before-
"I should figure that out."
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"Speaking of... goals," and it's clear he's having trouble focusing but in a nice, dreamy sort of way. The rubbing helps his head. "How are things with you and, um, Daniel? My Daniel."
Yes, technically he's got a claim on both of them, but Tim ought to know what he means.
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"He left me a flower when I was in the Infirmary, before everything," he admits softly, and there's an indescribable warmth to his tone. "And all his notes on it, that he took all through the time on Flotilla. Never did get to thank him properly for it."
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"What were you doing in the infirmary? What happened?"
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"What d'you mean what-" and he frowns in open confusion. "Wait, do you honestly not know?"
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"Tim, I spent the last few days of our voyage here dying every few hours. I didn't know which way was up, let alone anything else. So what am I missing?" And then, because he's annoyed he doesn't know, "And why aren't you just telling me?"
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"Because I got killed, Jon." Might as well just come out with it. "Someone crept up on me in the spa and knocked me out. And I had enough people worrying about me when it happened a month ago."
But now he can turn it back on Jon, too: "Wait, you spent days dying?!"
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So. The question.
He swallows.
"I'm a corpse without... what I am, Tim. I died the same as you did in that explosion. So with the ship's power fluctuating and my power fluctuating... any time my powers disappeared, I fell over. Scared the living hell out of Trevor while I was trying to apologize to him, in fact."
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"...shit." He knew Jon died, but he hadn't quite realise just how thoroughly he meant it. It was easy to take for granted and ignore when Jon was still up and about.
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"Like I said, someone snuck up on me and smacked me in the head, hard enough that I went straight down. I don't..." He frowns faintly, trying to comb his memory, but the images were already smeared and faint on the day they happened. "I... think I saw someone, but I don't know who, just out of the corner of my eye. They held my head down while- um." He clicks his tongue quietly. "While they knocked me out properly."
Well, it's certainly true, but it has the particularly unsubtle ring of omitted information. Even Jon doesn't need powers to notice that.
"I woke up in the infirmary, I know that much. Apparently because of the power fritzing I didn't get automatically brought back, the others found me the next morning."
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"...would you like me to ask you to see if we can get more information? You might know more than you realize."
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His mouth still presses shut, before he chews his lip for a few seconds and nods.
"Alright. But-" and he looks back at Jon. "Only if it's not gonna go making you feel worse while you're tolling."
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"Hardly. I'm-" he blushes a little, "I died... quite topped up. To put it frankly."
Which is why he'll turn his eyes on Tim, focusing for a moment before he asks his Question:
"Do you remember anything about the person who killed you?"
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